Checking In 11-28-12

November 28, 2012 Inventory Danced today, watered plants, went outside to feel the wind and feel my feet planted firmly on the ground. Felt the wind swirl around me and past me. Sensed it on my face and neck. Made lunch...chicken salad for the family. My eats today 6 shortbread cookies 1 egg, 1 slice toast, 1 small slice of ham spinich dip and bread chicken salad 4 oz of eggnog with a little smakeral of brandy and some nutmeg another day victorious over tobacco hmmmmmm, I can do this better tomorrow, I think... steppin in....all in.....I'm laughing, but I'm so scared...not sure of what...lol!

Warrior Heart Journey 8-11-12

Interesting day really. I think I started this journey before today. I met Bill's wife Robin about a month ago and my encounter with her (and Mercedes) flipped a switch in my life, it forever altered my path. Right now I will call it an "awareness" of not only my authentic behaviors, but also those behaviors that need to fall in line behind what I say and what I believe. I "believe" many things, I intellectually "know" the path that leads to joy...but then I often times (far too often) choose the path that is in direct conflict with my desires for myself...What the fuck is that? Right??? I think I can go deeper in these teachings, they are ancient, real, and they fall directly in-line with what I have always believed to be true...that LOVE can be the answer to many of lifes negative paths, that with enough love in your heart you can move mountains. That each one of us holds a special "key" that no one else holds. That being the very best that we can be is all we have and that we have to make it count...

Checking in 11-16-12

11-16-2012 This is a journey of awareness, not numbness. I have been asleep for so long. Not feeling the unpleasant and ignoring it's presence in my life. Then an awakening a silent tranquil power. A power that is born of pain, born of trials, born of rejection...A reaching into a place where I have never been before. A realization that my joy, my love, my moments are MINE for the asking, a prize waiting to be bestowed on the intellectual realization of the existence of the elements. FEAR LESS...move into the glory of the light!